As I have written about before, Doctors have stopped treating Tammy Faye Messner's cancer and she has began her journey home.
While I am far from charismatic, I have nothing but respect for this woman. She is loved more in non-Christian circles than she is in many Christian circles, and that is impressive.
Just a couple of days ago, she posted yet another message from her deathbed. This message, in its entirety, has appeared on several celebrity blogs in the past few days. It's kinda sad when people who gossip for a living have nicer things to say about someone than many people in the church. The beautiful thing is that the tens of thousands of people who read those celebrity blogs everyday, spent a couple of minutes reading about a dying woman giving praise to Jesus.
That makes me smile.
Her message:
July 16, 2007
My Dear Friends,
It has been such a
long time since I've written and I am so sorry for the long delay. I
have been in bed for almost a year now. I have times when I feel
good and times when I feel really bad. But, I have learned one thing
about feelings. They have NOTHING TO DO WITH FAITH IN GOD!! He is
the SAME yesterday, today and forever. He NEVER changes. That is
what the Bible says and God's word does not lie EVER!
There have been
many days when I felt so terrible with my back and stomach, that I
have hardly been able to breath. I cry out to the Lord knowing that
many of you are praying for me. In spite of it all, I get dressed
and go out to eat. I may only be able to eat one bite, or sometimes
ten bites, but I swallow each bite in "faith believing". There are
MANY times it doesn't stay with me long at all, but I keep trying
and HE helps me.
My daughter is here
a lot of the times to give me my medications and to make sure I
don't forget. When I got sick, she literally moved in and gave me
hugs and kisses that are so needful during this period of ones life.
She said, "I want to take care of my Mom". I gave her the last
couple weeks off to go home and spend time with her children, James
and John. They are well taken care of while Sissy is gone. My
girlfriend, Deborah has been staying with me for the past 3 weeks.
We have been friends for thirty years, so we know each other well!
She gave Tammy Sue some much needed rest and she has taken up where
Sissy left off. She will be here for two more weeks. How grateful I
am to have such strong, loving, support around me. Then of course,
there is my wonderful husband! We moved from Charlotte, N.C. to
Kansas City, Missouri. He came here every weekend to build me a new
house and when I got here, it was ready to move into, bed and all!!
They had it beautiful and it is the most beautiful home I have ever
seen. He has wanted to build me a house for 13 years, and I finally
let him! His children and grandchildren have come every weekend to
visit us, and it is so much fun! Someone I cannot forget is a friend
named Daina. She worked so hard, I thought she was going to get
sick. Bless her heart. I have to have help eating, bathing, doing my
hair, taking my medicine, and help just getting comfortable, which
is really hard for me to do.
I try really hard
to eat and keep the food down, but sometimes, it is like my throat
would just shut down on me, and the food comes right back up. So
through all the prayers, I have finally gained some weight. I have
gone from 60 pounds, to 65, for which I am very thankful.
I ask in great
humbleness that you pray that I will be able to eat without it
coming back up. I crave hamburgers and french fries with LOTS of
ketchup! When I can eat that again, it will be a day of victory!
In closing, I want
you to know that I am praying for you and your loved ones and I am
believing God for complete healing. God is a healer of EVERYTHING!
I will let you know
when I get to eat my hamburger! HA!
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Love,
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